Missing My Babies

Hi, well my kids are still in the system.I missed my oldests birthday.I made the most of it by taking her  a cake and presents and having a couple of close people and my sister there.My daughter broke down because she wanted to  go home with me, It was heartbreaking but by the end of the visit she was ok.I have been pushing still for my home vistis or extended visits but they say they are not necessary.I am making every effort to make it happen though.I have been completley compliant though this is costing me so much..I am halfway through one class, the other should start next month and the other is over a thousand dollars. I am taking up house cleaning and anything else I can do to pay for the three classes I have to take. One thing is I am tired of not being heard.I call them and they don’t call back.I go to the office and they tell me the worker and superviser aren’t in, then I see them there.  They call this family reunification.   I am about to cry right now.It will be three months on saturday that I have been without my kids. I need prayers that’s for sure.